I have never met another more heartless person than her.

One day, a cunning Brahmin, trying to trick Buddha, asked him, 'Master, do you consider yourself a man or god?'

The Buddha smiled and said, 'Neither. I am just one who has woken you up while the rest of you are still sleeping.'

I guess some things are just not meant to be.

And please remember, that I never lied.

Come the 6th of June this year, I will be playing at the kallang National stadium. Yup, thats right. Thanks to my team manager who works for the youth Olympics committee and pulled some strings, our team will be taking part in a tournament at the national stadium. Actually the occasion is to launch the debut of our new jersey kits but I am more excited about playing at the pitch. The same pitch where Fandi Ahmad scored a scissors kick, Sundram executed his bicycle kick. In some ways, I fulfilled a boyhood Malaysia cup fan dream, to play on the field, just under different circumstances.

My carefully crafted plan is finally bearing some fruit. Hope is on the way.

Things are not looking good.