After spending the last 24 hrs lying on bed, I am finally out of bed. Since 6pm yesterday, I was suddenly hit by high fever and a real bad headache. All I could do was eat medicine and sleep. It was miserable each time I had to walk to the bathroom. Had the wind blew stronger, I would have been swept away. I was cold, even under the blanket I was still shivering.

But finally I have recovered. Hello world.

I spent the last two days lying on bed pondering about my career options. It came to a point where I totally just stoned at home. While driving to hougang mall today, I almost got into an accident because I was so stoned I did not check my rear mirror and almost got rammed in the ass. That woke me up totally.

Well tomorrow marks the start of my report writing.

Hopefully

Today marks the start of the recess week, my last ever holidays in my educational life. Next week will be pretty hectic as I will need to start and finish up my final project report.

So far, job hunting isn't looking good. LTA called me on tuesday to inform me that the position I had applied for was already filled and that they considered me suitable for traffic management instead. I kinda gave a screwed up answer and having not heard from them since, I reckon the prospect to be dead and buried. Hopefully, the call from DSTA today will lead to something next week.

Last night, my dad told me that the Resident's committee was organising a hike up Mt Ophir for this year's Good friday and asked me if I was interested. Knowing full well that the people going will all be senior citizens, I cheekily smiled at him and told him to go ahead without me. To my astonishment, just a while ago, he told me that he had signed me up for the trip. I tried lying that my exams would be around the corner and I needed to study. Instead, he told me to bring the notes along the trip to revise.

I am still unable to accept the shock.

We had a heart to heart chat last night. So I decided to tell her the truth.

I am starting to get paranoid about my job hunt.

According to the fengshui master, I am supposed to meet my 贵人 this year, who will help me succeed in life. So far, I have yet to meet him/her. It may still be early but I am in desperate need of help. I am at the crossroads, lost in translation, dunno how to begin my report and still yet to secure a job.

My name is Parry Lim Weixiong

Resident of Serangoon Ave 1

Loyal Servant to the nation

Son to my wonderful parents

Brother to my dunno when she will come back sister

Neighbour to my never spoke to them since young Indian neighbours

And I shall rant and gossip

In this life or the next